Just some thoughts and clarifications

Ahhh well after a good weekend of entense studying....of FUNNY GAMES :D i have been asked, numerous times, why i don’t talk much about myself in my own damn blog...since it makes bloody sense to me and those randoms i asked on the streets, i only have one thing to say-----I DONT KNOE WHY. I mean let’s look at it in plan form of an argumentative essay (more revision)

INTRO

Seeing as i have already done my intro i can skip all that shit

BODY

· I can’t be stuffed

· I don’t knoe wat i may be thinking at that moment and when i look back at it i don’t want any regrets

· I don’t want to be looked down upon as that dickhead who doesn’t knoe when to shut up (Hi)

· And the last and most important case....If i do, then it basically means im up for black mail...and seeing as im more important than my good friend OBBAMA, and i don’t have my own army i think ill leave it to u to decide

Conclusion

To much negative things will come out... i mean i created this thing to be like my space to vent out my feelings but then i realised the implications (word of the week) it would have on me. Frustration, sadness, anger, rage, irritation, and the urge to seek and destroy even though your hands are tied behind ure back

Funny enough i have heard people talking that me good mate and I are actually the same person....Ummm if u wanna knoe come up to me and ask if u have the balls to coz we aint. Yes we r similar but not the same. While im the more straight forward, carefree, easygoing person who will judge a person by his deeds, he on the other hand is more volatile, unpredictable and very judgemental by wat he see’s. And the thing is i love him (im not bloody gay if u are thinking along those lines) for the fact that we can talk about anything without being interrupted or being compromised. Just yesterday he got a phone call from this guy he knows his saga, tells him that the real reason why she broke up was that she wasn’t “ready” for a relationship at that moment... excuse my French but fuck me hard,

Seriously the guy can be hurt bad for even the tiniest things, before when i met him in yr 8 at tution (Quakers), he was to busy studying for the bloody Melb High test. Smart fellow to and subdued but lively after you got him talking. Three girls caught his attention back then and i thinks that where everything took a u-turn when he went for the simple flirting course of action, and im not joking the hottest one there fell for him. After a full good 4 weeks of msn chat, tution meant a whole different thing to him. But then a week before that damn test he was popped the question....and what did the retart say Naaaa not now .... i mean true that i mean most relationships in yr 8 do shit all except stuff u up later on but still little did he knoe that it would haunt him for the next half of the year. Everywhere he went he saw her and the thing was he was to scared to ask her. On top of that a real bad incident happened that would change him forever... it took a half a year to truly forget her and this process made it much easier by the fact that she wasn’t in his school.

Back to real shit, the guy is what some say “cut”, he can’t do half the shit he wants and neither can i. I mean if i even laid a finger on any one i would be scrutinised on the mere fact that i was house captain (anyone want it now..34.50 +1.50 gst) and then for my social status. But i must say i would hate to be on the guys bad side....yr 9, 34 punch ons resulting in excruciating pain and a broken teeth to the opposition (he still hasn’t broken a bone), some of them playful lunch time games gone wrong, the others with real reason. ME on the other hand would think through these situations and think twice before flourishing my fists....yes i have been in a couple but that was for true acceptable reasons PUNCH ON. But right now school is gonna turn into one massive war ground when he arrives (FRANKLIN+PAPA BEAR) just mind where u go and don’t step on his feet pestering with questions.

To all those double x chromosomes out there, next time u think of going out wit a guy, no mater how small or petite u are, no matter how tiny ure mosquito bites are, no matter what skin colour u are(IF UR BLACK OR WHITE) first think, think again of the implications, because even if us men put up a show of Superman...even superman can be killed with love.

Just one question for u guys to ponder....Is it right for someone to go break someones heart and then decide that his friend is more...how can i term it...more, ready for them (even though he treats girls like shit, and i have proof). If so should they tell their former or not,

All i have to do now is sign out

Cherios...

Ahhhh before i go stay tuned for the next post...i have a very heartfelt poem in store for u from my good mate.

Fat Pizza has no more episodes on Youtube so no more Lebanese impersonations from me

Lightsabers and WTF

Sheez man so many problems in one fricken day YODA OMFG..to all the people who knoe me and this saga (let me have a moment having a potshot like Karen).... well seeing as people have different Genetic Make up, whether it be affecting their skin colour, size of your feet or your height, there is one thing i beleive that if who ever out there caused the primitive Eukaryota cells to mutilate and adapt to join wit similar cells, forgot to mention...there will be some EFFED UP PEOPLE IN THE HEAD...bloody hell. Did we ask to be cared by Yoyo no, absoultely not actually we wanted to be looked as those guys u didnt want to mess with. But no, u had to become a Heterotroph feeding of , first, our time and patience and then your own friends (which could have been used on argueing wit me). The only reason why me and bever....naa its alrite i wont go into that shit (our reputation is at stake) but to be honest in this matter both solutions that is available to us have very bad repercussions on us.

Well enough about lightsaber, a quick update on my good mate...Man seriously i hate what he's goin through rite now. First the girl that he chose out of all the girls out there breaks up wit him for some random reason, then some tryhard that probably instigated their break up makes a move on his girl...while he was still in the gloomiest times of his life without a care in the world about his feelings ( short recap) NOW, what would u do if some that u havent talked to in ages tells u that she was rethinking whether to go out wit u again....because i have no idea what to tell him(if u do go comment at the bottom :D or tell me) WTF IS WITH THESE PEOPLE, not even her friends who he was close to didnt tell him bloody clueless. Just when u think he stills has a chance think again, she is wat they say is "OVER" him...wtf does that mean, sometimes i like the idea of difference between love and friendship in Eastern Countries..."I hate to be the one to break it to u but she's over u" i swear i hear one more person say that to anyone its not good news. Why cant life be as easy as identifying a animalia cell to a plantae cell its bull twat i say.

However when it comes to my own story of my life...lets just say its not pleasant... the reason why i act like a cocky retart is so people wont see the hidden me that has been punished and brought down. i showed it to one person this year and now seeing as that person didnt want to see it again i aint gonna be that nice sweet guy which only some know me as. I mean its very easy to be someone else that doesnt care about shit all while having the more reasonable and more subdued me placed inside the cells of my heart. Hmmmmm but i do still miss the one who made life special for the time together they may be over me but i am definetly not, not even close...So for all those people think that im a retart, there is a reason behind everything i do.

Sometimes it may be to hard for u to understand but for me its perfectly fine.

Change of track today with all curry mix into my playlists...thingo is that there all related to heart break and something along those lines(probably the reason why im more subdued)

Watching Street Machines and learning how to pass a road worthy test :D

A failed tragic and a shout out

You know how i was talking about the guy on my last post, well i talked wit him yesterday and it aint good not good at all, he's down and real bad but he doesnt want to talk to anyone about it, i mean he's a lot like me except he is more bigger :P. But sheez its hurting real bad to see him like this, putting up a mask to show the world that he is perfectly fine but inside crying uncontrollably, unable to express his feelings in any manner.

I mean he’s only learning now that his attraction for that girl has no transformed into the next level..the pure level.. i mean they had PE recently and she was playing opposite to him, to his credit he played asif she was a normal opponent, but he said that it was like playing against his own mum... yes i know some of u idiots would be saying WTF MAN GET A LIFE, but as far as i see it, the only person i have turned to is my mum and only then a select few friends about any troubles i had.

Back to PE now, so there was a couple of run in’s where instead of going for her, he instead tried to go for a more harder target(even though this meant that his team would lose) but he still did it. But in the next game he did his part reducing the opposition to a few and went back for a breather. Well this breather caused so much heart break that it was devastating to see him like that, his girl got ganged up on and got him several times each the more painful. IT was like a grenade launcher exploding on contact, except every time it hit her, it exploded inside him BOOM BOOM BOOM, just like that he said, 1 2 3 shots. The thing was even though he was a good 10 metres away from her, he couldn’t simply run to her, hold her in his hands and tell her she should be alrite, no, NO. Instead he simply slumped to the ground watching the events that occurred next in a trance.

But the thing he is no pumped on about is that there is a guy Mr Try hard (yes this idea was taken from my loving mentor Karen) that is pissing him and now me (ill try not make this to faggotish) the fuckhead full on had the guys trust thinking that he would be there when he needed to be. But now he asked him questions about her and what is this status between them.. I mean seriously wtf BACKSTABBER, but the thing is now that he knoes that Tryhard is talking to her, everytime it’s like a stab in his heart purging him of all the happiness out of him and transfusing it wit sorrow, anger, sadness and hate of himself...I asked if he was jealous but he said that it wasn’t anything like that except the fact that he cant do anything to him unless he provokes him. He cant do shit all, not even one tiny talk other wise it would show that he still hasn’t get over her....making him look like a loser wit no life. But its that kind of view point that i think is bull shit all thanks to society (Bloody Gattaca)

Big shout out to Mary and Stresswar u both are idiots in ur own little way but have very different experiences wit mainstream....(HORSEY RIDE), Papa bear and his lightsaber ( U GO BOY) just go get her before the sith come, Bever....go and do something about the hindrance before it changes ure status.

Why do i feel this way....Urgh

There are some thing out there in this world that truly shows that us Humans have evolved into the organisms we have come today. From the minute amoeba and other bacteria evolving, chucking out bits and pieces that are not required, adding a foreign organelle such as the mitochondria to forming a cell wall, lysosome and then where all our genetic material is stored..the Nucleus. In side this 'nucleus' we have our DNA which basically has your full life mapped out for you while having the properties of your ancestors. It contains all the information which is required....how tall you are gonna be, how good looking are u gonna be, how white or black u gonna be.

See the thing is, i believe it also has the luck of love somewhere between those two coneected strands. Suprisingly, it turns out my grandfather and I were very alike, we both were the eldest in the family, we both are fairly tall for our family, and we dont have a good track records wit the other type of Humans, the double X. I seriously cannot be stuffed talking about my new found hobby of ancestry however the reason why my dad says the reason why he didn't became a renown auditor because of his weakness to girls, well a certain girl. This girl happened to like my big gf (grandfather for all those smart arse's) not for who he was, but for what he is. I mean back in the day if someone came from a Malaysia or any foreign country, with huge lands and a whole lot of money....it didnt matter if they were the most ugliset brute or a violent womeniser, he would be the one to marry or atleast leech of. My big gf being the big sucker like i am fell for her looks and loved her truly to find after 4 month that he had failed his course from that random Venus who came and altered his path

THe thing is though the way how us XY chromosomes get the idea that they are a MAN if they finally get a women to say yes to them....hehehe WTF seriously though, i too had that idea but then looking back at it now its looks so idiotic. Because of these guys, people take rash and unthought moves and now end up looking and feeling like a total retard in front of themselves.

A good mate of mine thought that it would be awesome to see what having a counterpart would be like. The Toss pot started what he calls his pick up epic, starting to slowly talk to her keeping her at a distance and then slowly let her make the move of willingly talk to her, and to my surprise it was working like a charm, i would get daily updates on his progress and how awesome she was, the thing was he didnt bank on the fact that there is always negative side to having a gf.....SUCKED IN BRO....every minute of the day, he was texting her slowly but eventually falling for her which was definately not in the plan. But the moment he realised that it wasnt a joke and was the real deal when she said that she cant keep it up :( not good at all, the guys now full on reminiscing on the past, going back to those text messages and unable to shake up the past

Well the thing is for me, i hate it when everything aint happy, and i seriously hate it when something isn't the best what it could be if i truly enjoy it, ah well seeing as i have uploaded around about a cache of sad heart wrenching curry songs i will have just a small time to being what part of this ecosystem is going through

Bounjour from that guy next door

p.s I HAVE ABBS now

Stuff up and real big one to

Damn i feel bad, real bad....You only realise how much of a person has been a good mate of u either when u stuff up or when they help u in your time of need. Bloody hell, was it the fricken blood in my head trying to tell me to hurry up and eat somthing or was it just the mere thought of having someones personal shit, image or look in ure hands god knows....bugger.

I really need to sort this one out like hell....but the thing that i noticed from this was that not only was he pissed of me, some of the schools major spreaders were in the thick of it. Knowing them they would have told half of the curry population in the school......bastards don’t know when to shut up unless they have a fist in their nose. I mean seriously some people who just had no affiliation came up to me and asked wtf happened in less than 10 minutes, seriously when i came to this skewl i would never have thought that there would be so much gossip present. As soon as someone asks someone out....bloody hell.... unless u seriously make sure no one knows about it, its wizzed around the two levels which we are only allowed to go on.

But i must say some of the girls at this school.....i aint going to rant and do what some of the Asians do, but sheez man would i like to give them a wakeup call and Grow up. One of them is seriously putting me of, not only does she go into other people’s business she dares ask why did something, as far as i see it why the heck are wannabes think they can tell what is right and what is not. Apart from that a real nice guy did like her but is now to put of and know swallowed by his grief, damn i should have told him straight up that he could do much better than that, as far as i see it he should stop playing halo in free period and start to make a move on his school work not some third rate fob (i sound angry don’t i)

Maybe i should do a set of Russian twists before i start on my work.....oh yes before id like to leave....the devils of temptation..p*** if anyone knoes wat me and mary talk about please come and see us so we can show big Dunder head wat is mainstream and how much better it is than NON-Mainstream :D (don’t worry im not into that stuff)

Oh My Godulai here i come Fat Pizza

First ever post

WELL WELL WELL....first one guys :D

The thing that got me started on a blog was apart from the fact fn the success on several of my good friend's blogs, it was great to see the side which isnt always exposed to us....I mean seeing as I go to a skewl that has only been opened, like wat...a few months now, it is amazing to see the different personalities around the joint. Uve got the full 'cool, rich and suave' people hanging together, one big curry group that splits up into two's and three's ever so often, the freak show :D.....sorry sorry the smart people who act and know they are smart (white and nerdy) and u have then several smaller groups based on true friendship

Funny enough i believe that me and my two bestest friends.....no offence to all those people who think they are part of this elite group :D (based on how much we can relate to each other).....are what you can say the nomads or ditches (nicely provided by a very nice lady friend of mine). We travel around the skewl causing mayhem and grief not only to the teachers but to several students (wasnt my fault) which we do to create some fun at this fully educational school. Out of the three of us, I am often seen as the mischevous one who cannot be trusted (so very untrue if u realy knoe me) u have "FRANKLIN" the guy who u can talk to knowing its fully confidential (bulls***) and PAPA BEAR (hehehe) the average tryhard curry except he knows tai kwan doe(black belt). Apart from our ever thirst for a Kick, we are all fricken romantics who cant help but get hurt from our counterparts......(before i go on i must say i had this urge to tell u that this blog maybe like the average blog of a 15, 16 year old so MIND IT :D) recently both Papa bear and i have gone through wat we can say not the greatest part of life but the best thing is Franklin knows all about the hurt we are going through

Alritey feelin like a good hit now maybe i mite hit the boxing bag before i go to skewl today...need some sort of output of my 'emotional state' lols at that teacher

Bounjiorno fellow men and women

That curry guy