Ahhhhhh its been sometime since i got onto my own space....and my avid readers have been complaining
I cbf wit exams and that whole period....mite as well leave it blank
Im not going to start on the world cup....dismal performances, cant beleive i went to fed square to watch the soccer to be let down...as well as forming icicles down my groin region (i still cant properly feel it down there :P) but it was great fun being free. However the one thing i cant get, is the coverage of the soccer-------SBS, arent they that channel where u flick on friday night for your erotic fantasies (dont ask me ive been told by people...honest). I swear, they must be getting more people flicking onto that damn channel on Monday morning than they have this whole year. Bloody hell, at least the real top gear buffons would know that sbs only worthwile show was the latest top gear episodes, but now that has gone its more like the chanel u would only switch to see if there was any 'intersting' documentaries.....
But on Friday, during maths we somehow got a example of chromosomes and shit like that. Bloody hell, but this kind of set of thoughts through me....those genes map out ure life,
i mean me and father both can gain muscle fast (thats rite), we both are hairy....shut up mate, and we have had some bad experiences but then both my mum and i have dense bones, thick skins, and near same personalities...
shit but i at times i wonder what if appa was a bit more taller, i to could be 6 foot like my cousins, what if i didnt get my dad's nose that is great for him but shit for me..... its just idk wat i did to get myyself in this trap, but i have to be lucky i must say
Funniest shit, monday night i had my appointment wit a doctor i havent seen any ages bascially for a year (IM A WEETBIX KID) and shes gone and asked me to take of my top ;) god appa was like WTF and turned away, but i just took it of and then BAM-SHA-KA-LA-KA
hahahaha naa it was more like....what have u done to ureself, ure face is black but ure body is white.... LOL, u see for our curry parents, there is certain pride in the more fairer kid. Bloody hell, how many times have i seen it, the more fairer or more handsome kid getting the affection from the oldies while the dark horse (Guess who) is left for the scraps. Thing is i seriosly havent thought about it in this sense coz i was carefree, but now shitt all these thoughts are popping in. But i think in the curry world, there is a big notion about getting the best person as ure partner----and one if that characteristic is to be fair, good job, and good marks
I swear my mate who i have now got u guys to get acquainted to.... yeah well we had a convo and ill show u an excert of what he thinks on the topic of marks and girls.
Strike me down but did i ask to get a fairly shit score....no....but why does it hurt when my dad does the whole i work hard for u, give u everything, and what u return back....im disappointed in u....
do u knoe that i to knoe ure struggles, the pain, the anguish. What i would do to swap positions so u can get that second chance u want so badly to get out of the shit hole u work in rite now. Hell, why do stuff and then feel bad...is it being guilty, or is it because i cant keep up the burden of having all ure dreams and plans on my broadening shoulders....yes i stopped all excersices cause u said so but wtf do i get back...a whole lot of shit...did i ask to fall for a .......nup lets not go there mate but it hurts, its going away slowly but eventually but i cant bring my face to a metre to hers, im not sure what would happen....would i yell at her, would i kiss her, or would i stand there solomenly just wishing it was all a drama whose end would finish wit a happy ending....but u knoe wat there's that chick in yr 8 i was talking about yeah...damn has she grown into a stunner, and there is a bit of sparks still there, mite have to rekindle them but then again....i dont wanna be hurt again
Well atleast he's getting there... but shit im not gonna commentate on his thoughts, but i hate to be him rite now. Coming from the top of the sky to now rock solid is tuff, real tuff but hes pulling through. Ithink having time to think was good for the kid but it still....hang in there
But while we r on the topic of kids (just quickly).....just be careful what u see in them, i was at a tiny party for a uncle, and shit there was these two kids who from afar looked like ure average 7yr old, but upclose, they both were suffering from Autism....it got me hard, real bad coz it got me to appreciate how lucky i am but at the same time sad coz there is so many people wasting there oppurtunities on booze and shit that is simply gonna drag them down....god dammit, there parents though, i feel for them really, their mum is basically barreling down into depression of what the dilemna of both kids are in-Kids born from true love will became great-well i hope it does in this case
Listening to Baby steps by Varsity (THANKS ROLL UNIT)
Bis Spater one and all
P.s GO MAKE ME A SANDWICH hehehehehe naaw jks, im karen LuCk
P.s.s Im losing my well defined body which is now being appreciated by the LADIES ;)
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